like the wind

veriberi lazy to blog about bAoc'10 and also the HK trip. yawn. Hong Kong trip got over hundreds of photos, veriberi lazy to filter! :(

well, haven't really got all the photos for bAoc...

All I can say is, I can't believe I actually missed the picnic I was so looking forward to last Saturday! stupid combo illness. I want to fly kite~ :(

But never mind, gonna do that tomorrow! that is if it doesn't rain and everything else is perfect :) SCOs outing, yay-ness!

Oh, need to lose weight and save money.
Yea, it's always the same thing.

I am happy with the dress I got today. It's a little not me and I have to alter it but I like it :)
oh, RWS's Victoria Secret kinda disappointing :( paid $3 to feel lost! :(
On the other hand, green apple frolick makes my day ^^ and I say I want more, more more moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

If I were to save for a Panasonic Lumix LX3.
I have to spend strictly $3 a day for 2.5 months.
I can never do that... :(
by then, it will be July! :(

well..... maybe 2 months after I get my pay for last month.
I want, I want, I want :(

Oh. Today, I decided that I should walk out of this zone where I see no sunlight. The one who got me mesmerized wasn't the same person in that shell anymore. I shouldn't be mislead any longer by an empty shell not of the soul I wanted.

So so so proud of myself :)
And then, I recalled... when I stopped, we will truly be friends. Just friends.
Isn't that what we wanted?
Maybe it's really time to let go of things I couldn't even grab and let things fall into their places.

Tonight, I shall go to sleep with a smile and everything I had of you.
At least, for the possibly last time.

Last but not least, I love Xf! hahahahaaha. so sorry for today.
Of course, not mentioned doesn't mean not loved.